Day 66, WP66: Unable to sit still

I can’t relax during break, Gentle Reader, and it’s something I’m working on with my psychologist.  It is literally hard for me to calm down and acknowledge that I have time off and I can relax.  This has been my state of being for years.  I’ve managed to fill it with books and reading, but lately, even that has been hard.

I need a schedule.  My mind craves one like a body craves chocolate.  Even on break, even on vacation, I need something to do.

It’s so hard, and I feel like such a failure at enjoying life.


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